Untamed.

Hey so you from future came to see me in my dream today. You had three kids. We met in London and your wife was not at all the girls you’ve ever been with. That dream still had that feeling. We both did.

Hoping I’d run into you one day.

I’ll ask you how you are and how you’re doing.

We will exchange a nervous smile and a regretful gaze,

Then say all’s good, and doing fine.

In that moment we will know that we both are lying.

Then we will just walk away with the reoccurring thoughts of wanting to stay. But we will walk away.

amargedom:

“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.”

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amargedom:

““You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching, Love like you’ll never be hurt, Sing like there’s nobody listening, And live like it’s heaven on earth.””

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amargedom:

“My heart is afraid that it will have to suffer.”

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amargedom:

“I must have flowers, always and always.”

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There is something about 4AMs that makes you wanna fall in love

Has you craving the feeling of just being blindly

Recklessly

Desperate in love

Oh the sweet feeling of thinking about being with you

the tingling butterflies

The shaking breath

The stars above my head

So dreamy; the cast of you

So unreal; the idea of you

Dying to hear from u rn. Or just please don’t come in my dreams 🥺

Dear self,

It’s okay to fall down sometimes. I know you’re trying to hold up with everything, you’ve been strong for so so long. I guess you’ve been put in a test and it okay to fail at it. Today was a moment of weekends and it’s our little secret. Tomorrow you’ll face your fears, and maybe even win the battle. If not, but surly you’ll survive. I know it’s hurts not getting unsaid attention. I know most of the time people forget to hear you out. I guess invisibility is just a feature. A special feature, which yet you might not be able to understand but one day you will. Life will end one day, that’s a promise, but if you keep dragging yourself through the day feeling in attended or unloved, it’s unfair. you don’t need it love and attention. You don’t need peoples opinions about how you are. They have always misunderstood you and it’s completely okay to not make them understand. The important people will understand you. And even if you’re left alone, it’s okay, you’ll be buried lonely too. Maybe it’s just a practice. But meanwhile, please don’t harm yourself. Try to love your self a little. You’re all you’ll ever have. And that’s all you’ll ever need.